I miss him so much ! :(

We almost broke up.

Reason? Because he's scared tht he will be the reason i dont do well in SPM.

He wants me to do well it seems.

Appa called him and asked.

He told appa tht im making too much calls and i don't study enough.

All the blame on me. Thanks.

I'll never forget the words you used on me.

Hurting as hell. 

But, i can't be left like tht.

So , yeahh.

We'll give another shot.

I hope it turns out well.

Because i do love you. And i wanna be with you forever.

haishhhh.

You make it so hard for me.

So much of tears. Eyes swollen.

Not enough sleep.

I WON'T FORGET !

But i'll still love you with all my heart. i always will.

Just because ,

Dharshnee

Tearing apart :'(

Not stable.Breaking into pieces.

Stupid things happening.

I needed space and love.

I'm going crazy.

I love you so much. 

It's just at this point of time , i need more attention and love.

My heart is so weak right now.

Honestly , i can die right now.

You promised me. You promised me you won't leave me !

you're always breaking your promises.

You're happy i'm tearing apart?

You broke me.

You're killing me.

Dying.

Tears all the way.

Crying every night.

So weak.

Depressed.

I never wanted this.

YOU DON'T LOVE ME !

I can't think straight.

I can't live this way.

Pressure and you , both killing me.

Biee , i die ah?

You'll be fine.

I don't want you to leave me.

You told me the minute you put tht chain on me , i became your wife right?

I'll die in the thought of you as my husband.

So that , when i die , you'll be on my mind.

And i'll never feel the pain.

Naa poren biee. 

I cannot.

I took everything. Ithu maatum enaaleh digest panne mudileh.

All those sweet memories , i'll take with me okay?

You forget everything.

Bye bieee.

I love you teddy bear , i always will ! ♥

You take your heart back , you need it. 

Keep my heart.

I love youuu. 

Going off , 

Dharshnee

Sean Mavin Lourdes :')

It's almost 8 months we're together. 

Never though we'll make it this far.

Honestly , i didn't think we'll even pass 4 months.

But we made it this far :)

We'll make it further ^.^

Bieeee , i never thought you were a responsible person or whatsoever.

But you proved it yesterday :)

You talked to my mum.

And you told her that at some point of time you'll have to bring me to your parents

And tht you want to bring me as the perfect girl for you.

I was SPEECHLESS !

You made me sure , tht you're the one.

I love you babyyy ! ♥

Btw , we were skyping yesterdayyy.

Alalalala , you sho cute ! :D

I cut my hair ! :(

And ,

You had to make me blush la ! :p

I still remember the words :

"Babyy , cute la you with tht hair cut. So pretty. I love you taww. See tht smile , damn cute !"

Heeeeeeeeeeeeee. 

AIyoo. Dunno where to keep my face ! :p

HAHA.

I love you biee , i always will :)

Just because , 

Dharshnee

My lil' bro :)

6 years younger than me , and still doesn't learn to respect me =.='

And jyeahhh , i still pyaar him ! :D

He ish my shayangggggg :'D

He never fails to put a smile on my face.

Always cracking stupid jokes , to make me laugh :")

Stupid la he.

He's always the one to jadi mangsa , bila I get angry or whatsoever :p

Lalalalala.

No matter what , he'll always be my shayanggg lil'bro tht i love till the end ! :'D

I LOVE YOU BUROHHH ! ♥

Love , 

Dharshnee

Us :')

My love of my life , 

The one I'm going to spend my whole life with ,

the yeediott who makes me feel like who i am ,

My sayang ,

My baby syg ;),

The one who never fails to put a smile on my face :')

Just because , 

Dharshnee

# 28/5/2013

Babyyyy , i lovee youuu so much. From the bwottom of my hweartttt ! ♥

Yesterdayyy was sweet. 

Seeing you after 2 months was a big relief.

You saw me coming , you hugged me , and you kissed my forehead ♥

That was effing sweet.

You're the reason of my smile ! :) 

Todayy , a day spent well with the love of my life ! :)

Just because ,

Dharshnee 

Upsetting.

I'm a girl , and yes , i am darnn sensitive.

Little things you do , does affect me. 

That's me la.

Although you're her , back home , i still feel lonely.

I always feel that way. ALWAYS

But , you don't bother at all.

Sometimes , i feel stupid.

Stupid , for loving you hell much.

Stupid for knowing you don't care about me.

Stupid for not being appreciated.

Everything i do now , only because i love you.

Tearing is what i do all the time.

Fuck , i still don't get it.

Why do you do this?

I mean like , i'm there only when you need me.

Do you know how much that hurts?

Fuck , it hurts like mad !

But , who cares right?

In the end , for you , it's not you. It's just me.

Well , as i guessed , you blamed me again.

You always think , all i want is for you to hang on the phone with me 24/7.

And I don't understand you.

That's all you know?

I took so much for you. I still am.
It hurts so bad ! But , i'll take in as much as i can.

I hope , you realise things soon.

Fucked up ,

Dharshnee